i have been moaned at for not blogging - so here goes for nothing.

well the boy is in college - starts monday - and will be studying, i have to warn you its not easy to stomach, biology, chemistry and maths a level. he is mortified as it seems he has turned into a geek ..................................................... he's not sure when it happened but is having some trouble with the concept..................................

mr on/off is still lurking and funnily i have more contact from him now than i have for ages ................... he has even started going on about children............... he doesnt have any and seemed to be surprised that there was already a mixed race child in my family albeit not the same race as him but mixed race nevertheless lol................................

the newest man on the scene seems to have had a bit of a crisis due to his workload and has suggested a break while his workload his so high ..................... this has been devestating news for me ........................ but having spoken to his mum she seems to think that he doesnt really want the break but just thinks its the best thing at the moment ..................... i really am beginning to think that men are in fact alien life forms who have no idea about how relationships work ................................. but he is happy for me to email so that is what i will do and i can talk to his mum so its not all bad .................................

then there is work ...................... in 5 weeks time i wil be on gardening leave on accoutn of me fucking up my job interview.............................. so i will be at home on full pay job hunting now i have tried to find the down side to this ..................... as yet there appears to be none for me although my team seem to be mightily upset............................

even better it would appear that i have sold the house and so in 6-8 weeks i will be moving hopefully - so gardening leave is perfectly timed.......................................... i am really looking forward to my new place as is th eboy who saw it for the first time last sunday .............................and with the sale of the house will come the new car for me and the new ped for the boy....................................

i am undecided on the vehicle - mr on/off has suggested a vw golf which i do like coz its what streetcar use, although i quite like the citroen c1 ................................. so i will have to have a go with a few ......................... any suggestions gratefully received ..................................